AID KID Well, you want redemption A Jesus at your bed A teeny wee confession Before we all pronounce you dead When you are shit out of luck Face down in the muck When it's no false alarm just call me up Here comes the Aid Kid And he's losing all control Here comes the aid kid He's trying to be whole He knows he aint shit But he can't stop trying Keep denying You want revelation A heads up or a sign A little explanation A plan or grand design When you are shit out of luck Face down in the muck When it's no false alarm just call me up Now you seem to climbed the fence To morphine wonderland Forever floating on a breeze While the shit runs down your knees Here comes the Aid Kid And he's losing all control Here comes the aid kid He's trying to be whole He knows he aint shit But he can't stop trying Keep denying BEEP MACHINE The nurses wanted me to get some sleep While I miss the country with its horses and its bees To forget about the needles and the blood-stained sheets Maybe blow my brains out in the summer breeze Hey, look it's my heartbeat on a funny little screen Its jumping up and down like its bouncing on some lifesaving trampoline I smell like sweat and vomit and too much nicotine I think I'll choke on a cake in the hospital canteen I'm going back to the river Back to the sea I'll find myself a hangman If I'll ever hear another beeping machine Youri Lentjes 2020